Monday, October 26, 2009

What does the future hold?

I will be the first to tell you that I think fortune tellers and palm readers and all of those kind of people, I think are fake. A couple of years ago I was a block party for Halloween and they had "palm readers" it was just for fun and a bunch of hooey! Its so much of a load of crap that I dont even remember ANYTHING that the person told me. However, this weekend at the same block party they had the palm reader as usual and I thought to myself lets try this out and see if she could see if I was married and had a child and what not. She took forever on people. I had to ask Donna (the hostess) what was going on. Turns out this lady has never been to any of the parties and actually wants to open her own palm reading shop. Before I even walked in I took off my wedding ring. I didnt want it to be that easy. She was gonna have to work for that! She starts looking at my hand so intently and tells me from the side of my hand that Im gonna have 2 children. She also said that I have such a big heart for children that I will foster 2 children, not babies but kids, teens. Then she started telling me that I have had a few boyfriends and that Im always happy with them, but they arent the one. She said that it would still be a few years before I married. Then she went on to my money line. I have a strong money line. I will never live beyond my means and it will always be steady. Then she told me that my intuition line wasnt very strong yet, but it would come with time. Finally she told me that Im still looking for myself. I havent figured out what makes myslef tick, but when I found it I would be so passionate about it that nothing could stop me! Her prediction is that I will dabble in literature, photography, or art.

NOW! This is the weird part. My inlaws foster children. Noah has been talking about fostering kids for the past couple of months. I would be game, but the only issue that I have with it is I fear that this or these kids would go out of their way to make my life a living hell. Ive met a few kids who didnt give a flying flip about ANYONE!
Ive had only about less than a handful of ACTUAL boyfriends. One of them, it got as serious as I thought I was gonna marry him. This brings me to the next point. With each of these boyfriends and this goes for friends in general. I seriously would mold and blend myself to these people. I had a genuine interest in what interested them, BUT I dont think Ive EVER been my true self. My ex was HUGE into rodeo! I love the rodeo and horses and all of that but since I moved from Belle Plaine, Ive been to ONE rodeo. I do however listen to a lot of country music. Another boyfriend was a drummer in a band. I was all about the music and everything. But never really let myself shine through. Thanks to him I have gotten to know GREAT music (Emery, anberlin...etc). Ive worried about people finding this out and then not liking me. Im so indecisive and make myself like anything. I wish I wasnt so much this way!
She told me that I would dabble in things that Im already dabbling in. I went to college as an art major, even though I havent completely finished college. I am very passionate about art and the arts! Noah and I used our wedding money on a very nice Nikon camera because enventually I would love to have my own business or even work at a Photography Studio.
Palm Readers scare me a little because Ive grown up to belive that they are not of God. Because only God knows your future and fortune tellers and palm readers are not of God.
When it comes to this type of things Im not sure what to think for sure. Ive been in a similar situation, but that story is for another time.

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